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The End
Hold me close
then let me go.
All this love
must just be a show.
Lets close our eyes
and sew our mouthes shut.
All this pain can only be
released by a cut.
Please cut me to pieces
then maybe you'll understand.
I'm so broken and
you're best friend is the only hand.
Lets close our eyes
and sew our mouthes shut.
All this pain can only be
released by a cut.
You never listen,
but I have to change for you.
How am I not enough as me?
What else can I do?
Lets close our eyes
and sew our mouthes shut.
All this pain can only be
released by a cut.
This is the beggining
of the end for me.
I'm so empty it's pointless
No longer able to be set free.
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Literature
What Was
I cried myself to sleep last night
At the thought of what we used to be.
Now as I stare out the window,
I see our love strangled up on a tree.
You used to make me smile,
You used to protect me from my fears.
Now everyday is a screaming match,
You are the cause of all my tears.
Our smiles turned into anger,
Our laughs into screams.
And to think our love was so strong,
It was the center to all my dreams.
Now you don't understand me,
You are out for number one.
I've held on for as long as I could,
And now with tears in my eyes I know I'm done.
This relationship was not
Supposed to be about just you.
If it wasn't for our son I wouldnt smile,
I just couldn't after all you've put me through.
Even as I write this, I already know.
That even if you read this you wouldn't care.
I guess you've taught me life's biggest lesson....
And it just isnt fair.
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Literature
My cousin's best quote
It's not how you live and it's not how you die,
It's what you do before you go out.
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Literature
What he did to me...
I wake up in the morning
thinking everything is gonna be just fine.
I get to school and hear the rumors,
and hope it's not a sign.
But I turn around,
and guess what I see?
He's really with her
and not with me.
He looks up and laughs in my face,
and now I'm feeling outta place.
I thought he loved me (thought he loved me)
he said he loved me(said he loved me)
I wish my true feelings I had hid (wish I had hid them)
I just wanna be free (wanna be free)
Why did he do this to me? (angry)
I'm feeling so alone
in a world that's so cold,
And I thought it was him
that I could hold.
He said he'd be there through
the thick and the thin
And it was my heart
that I let him win.
He looks up and laughs in my face,
and now I'm feeling outta place.
I thought he loved me (thought he loved me)
he said he loved me(said he loved me)
I wish my true feelings I had hid (wish I had hid them)
I just wanna be free (wanna be free)
I never thought I'd love again,
I thought I could really trust him...
And let him in.
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yer-wrst-nghtmre
Broo
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Have you ever had someone pretend to care about you, but the truth is that they are using you? Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? Have you ever felt broken beyond repair? Have you ever turned the music so loud just so your parents or neighbors couldn't hear you screaming? Have you ever cut yourself just to have a little bit of control?
If you say yes to any of the above...then you know a little bit about me!!

Current Residence: Small Town Nowhere
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Personal Quote: "Suicide is more common than you think, more preventable than you know"
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'She did it again' was all I could think. I had just found out that my friend was tooken to the hospital, because she had cut herself again. This time the cuts were so deep that she needed stitches. They drew some blood from her and found out that she had overdosed on heroin.
'I can't believe she did it again' I said to her brother, James, who I happened to be dating.
'I think I saw it coming' he said sadly
'Why didn't you say anything?' I almost cried
'Because I wanted to be wrong, I wanted to just be thinking I was being overprotected. I didn't want to loose her. But I think it may be to late.'
'Don't say that' I was crying now 'We can't loose her. She'll change. She'll be okay. She just needs help'
'I know, I know that I shouldn't have said that' He whispered. He was holding me now. Trying to comfort me. Protect me from my fear of loosing my best friend. Trying to get rid of the pain.
But it was to late. I was lost in flashbacks and tears and my fear had already swallowed me. I started hyperventilating. Something was really wrong. I could feel it. Then his cell phone went off. We were in the waiting room waiting while she was getting stitches. It was his best friend. He quickly turned off his phone. At that moment the doctor walked in and asked my boyfriend to go with him. James said he would not go unless I could go, too. The doctor then asked, 'What relationship do you have with her?' He said the words to me.
'She's my best friend. More like a sister than anything else.' I whispered.
'You might as well come. You both will need each others support.'
As soon as we walked into his office, he said, 'She didn't make it. She died from blood loss…'
That was all I heard. I fell to the floor, because I refused to sit. I was on my knees over a garbage can, puking bile, because I hadn't eaten at all that day. James was holding my hair back and crying himself. I was empty. James had to half carry me out to the car. The doctor was looking at me as if I was the one who needed hospitalization. I don't remember much more. I slept on James' bed and He stayed up all night. I don't think I really slept, but laid there completely empty and drained. I was broken and hurt. My best friend would never hug me. I could never help her through another problem.
Everything I knew ended that day.

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tehwatcher Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2016
1st happy birthday

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happy birthday
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late happy birthday
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yer-wrst-nghtmre Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2010
thankx :)
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DarkMatter77 Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2009
Thank you so much for the :+devwatch:! I have also recently started a new account where all my professional work (my photography) will go: jon-rista.

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Please watch that account if you wish to see all my future photography! Thanks again!
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yer-wrst-nghtmre Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2009
No, thank you :)
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Itona Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2009
Thank you so much for the watch, I realy appreciate it!:heart:

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thank you for the fave <33
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Thanks for the watch!
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thanks for the watch
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Thanks for the devwatch!
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Thanks for the watch!! =^.^=
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